ILMBGFSZ.

It sucks to see that the person who you really have feelings for doesn't share the same feelings.
You see them going off with another girl, on the outsid you cheer him on and wish him luck.
But on the inside you're wishing this girl isn't the right fit.
You try to look like you don't care, but even taking all the time in the world to make him impressed may not be enough time.
Oh, what will you ever do?

Genuinely

feel like shit.

Are Egrets.

Minds turned off
Hearts half-asleep
The rest--full speed.


I feel as though things could have been stopped and I could have been much more satisfied.

It's all over now, I don't want to go back in time.


RELAPSE.

For Ali.

Oh, sweetheart put the bottle down, you've got too much talent
I see you through those bloodshot eyes
There's a cure, you've found it

Slow motion sparks, you've caught that chill, now don't deny it
But boys will be boys, oh, yes they will
They don't wanna define it

Just give up the game and get into me
If you're looking for thrills then get cold feet

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me I don't come cheap
Keep your head on my hand and your heart on your sleeve

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight to say goodnight

I can't cook, no but I can clean up the mess you left
Lay your head down and feel the beat as I kiss your forehead
This may not last but this is now so love the one you're with

You wanna chase but you're chasin' your tail
A quick fix won't ever get you well

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me I don't come cheap
Keep your head on my hand and your heart on your sleeve

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight to say

'Cause I feel the distance between us
Could be over with the snap of your finger, oh, no

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I go slow
So if you want me I don't come cheap
Keep your head on my hand and your heart on your sleeve

Oh, no I do not hook up, up I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight to say
'Cause the more that you try the harder I'll fight to say goodnight

Oh, sweetheart put the bottle down 'cause you don't wanna miss out

Memories Return to Reality.

One person
One faint memory
Comes and smacks me in the face
Now
Here
Again
Wanted but not wanted
Happy but sad
Remembered but different than last time.

How can I put all of this into the right perspective?
Is it possible for me to look outside of the box?

I know I've hurt you.
You know you've hurt me.
But by ignoring our deep feelings
NOTHING will come.

Drill another hole, won't ya?

I'm on a positive note.

That's a good thing. Yes, it is. Indeed so.

Finito.

We settled it.



But, somehow it doesn't settle in my stomach.