Some are haikus.

Summer's breeze brings warmth
The cold hearts need some lovin'.
I fail to give that.

THIS, here.

What grew
What grew
What grew and inside who
First so simple was the vow
Then the chorus sang about
Your shoulder
The mooring for me
Like water lost in the sea

The cold heart will burst
If mistrusted first
And a calm heart will break
When given a shake

I'm a stem now
Pushing the drought aside
Opening up
Fanning my yellow eye
On the ferry
That's making the waves wave
Illumination
This is how my heart behaves

Okay, something I realized just now. It's hard to put into words but I'll do my very best.

If I love someone and they love me, the love should be strong enough where the relationship doesn't really have to be like a cliche "lovey-dovey" mess...right?

I feel like my vagueness isn't working with this blog stuff. I really feel like writing my exact feelings, but I can't because I'm really afraid someone who I'd prefer not reading any of these at all, will end up finding this blog. That's what really sucks.

A Friendly Reminder:

PLEASE PUT EFFORT INTO LOVE.

Please? For my sanity?

Feeling

Feeling is an extremely broad term. I guess I'm going to be talking about feeling emotions. I always find myself not knowing my own emotions, not recognizing my exact feeling. One day, I feel sad and then five minutes later I'm excited about something. I know it's a completely normal thing, but I've been thinking about it lately and I keep asking myself how the human mind is capable of changing at a quick pace. I'm kinda getting off track right now because I really want to talk about feeling love. I think the world, especially teenagers, really misinterpret the word "love". I'm not saying I don't misinterpret it either because I have absolutely no idea what love feels like. It is one of my goals, though, to actually feel love from someone who I actually do love. You always see couples who look so in love and, you know, the guy is touching the small of the girl's back and she just glows. I always wonder how their story goes. How they met, when they knew they were in love, etc. I'm sorry if that seems a little creepy, but I can't help it! I feel like when I even see young teenagers as a couple I somewhat envy their happiness and attraction they have for each other. Just a little thought.

A Little Preface, I suppose.

I always liked the idea of having a blog of some sort, but I never really got around to it. I mean, one time I got Xanga, but I never really followed through. So, lets hope this all works out. I just have a really hard time writing about anything I want to. It's like having a new house in a way. I'm not going to explain that and I know there are better analogies. ahah.

So, then, I guess I'll leave it at a little welcome to myself: Ali! Welcome to the blogging world!